Tuck and roll

Its friday! That means I have a ton of plans and abso-fucking-lutely no motivation to go out and do any of them, even though they are great plans with some of my favorite people. I always feel like, oh yeah, I"m ready for this day off late night drinking, then I have my 3 hour death and dying class, and like clock work, I will be so exhausted I'll just want to come home and sleep. But my plan, should it work out, is to go to class, get out at around 6 and go straight to the baseball game and meet up with kristie and chassis there, and maybe briana and hope will come to but they aren't sure. Hope wanted me to go to a party with her for a friend that is leaving, but its going to be a bunch of marines, and hope who is for sure going to ditch me as soon as we get there, and I would realy rather spend some time with the girls at the game instead. Matt and I were going to go play glow in the dark mini golf tonight, which we've been planning on doing for a week now and just keep putting it off and putting it off, and once more we're putting it off. He has a friend in town who leaves sunday, so he wants to go sunday night, but I'm working sunday night. My friend is seling her car really cheap and I am going to get it, but she wants the money like... now. So that is 1200 I need... um now, and I just haven't been putting in enough hours to take another day off! I would like to though, work has been so damn slow it hasn't really been worth the 3$ nylons I hvae to buy before work anyways!! But good news is FINALLY HERE! Katelyn, the bartender I got into a huge fight with (because one night I got drunk and bit her bf on the neck at a bar and rah rah, didn't remember doing it like 5 minutes later, it wasnt sexual or anything, but it left a mark so she freaked out and called me a whore and a bitch and disrespectful, and all this shit right in the middle of the restaurant the next day...) anyways she is quitting. this happened like a month ago and it has been hella tense every time i go in to work. Her and her boyfriend both work at hooters, he is a cook, and he too put in his two weeks notice. I'm so happy. Now that bitchy manager steph is gone, and katelyn is leaving, most of the people there who focus on making my life miserable will be...gone!! yay! I'm still looking for something else though, but I'm dreading so much having to hostess again for who knows how long, then training again, and above all, an interview. I really don't like them so much. Oh and waiting 3-4 weeks for my first paycheck. Especially if I buy a car I'll be low on money and don't wanna get myself in trouble or something... So I'll buy the car, save up some moeny and stay at hooters probably at least for another month. Now that everyone is quitting, I don't think they will fire me for something stupid because they are just relly low on girls right now. I know it will buy me at least a month or so.

Worked yesterday and made only 45$ take home tips. then 7 hourly but w/e that doesnt ever amount to much! It wasn't a bad night though, Briana worked with me and Kat was working and the 5 tables I had were all really nice. Trivia night at hooters just isn't bringing em in like it used to though! I got home at like 11 and watched requiem for a dream, which is the saddest movie EVER!! omg!! and did some hw, went to bed at like 2. Woke up late got to class at 930 and realized i didn't have any of the stuff I stayed up last night doing, and it was due the next class. so i left, skipped korean my first class and took the bus 30 minutes back to waikiki from campus, grabbed my hw and notebook, 30 min back to campus, went to my bar and restaurant management class and handed in the hw, then met up with kristie for lunch. then back to waikiki 30 minutes bus ride, now i'm sitting here, doing nothing, and gotta get back on the bus in like 15 to get to class in 45 minutes!! I love it. But at least this 100$ bus pass for the semester is really really REALLY paying off. sure as hell is cheaper than gas. I did get bunny cleaned and did the dishes from last night, so I accomplished something! I wanted to go to the gym but there's that lack of motivation thing...

well, I just ate another bowl of cereal and now its to the bus and back to school for me! loves!
ps maybe hanging out with brad tonight, but totally takin the open relationship thing into account. i'm only treatin him as good as he wants to treat me, for damn sure. love you rose baby, you are the best. xoxoxoxoxo**