two more weeks

I went to Hooters yesterday to see Nikki and some of the other girls, but mostly Nikki and Kim was there too. I saw Britt O and Dylan leaving and talked to them, Dylan said she heard I had gotten fired, and Britt said she heard I was taking some time off. I told them nope wasn't fired as far as i knew... and told them why i had taken some time off, and then that I was probably going to come back in a couple weeks or maybe a month. Sweet girls. I was happy to be there not working, how weird that feels. John, one of my fav cooks was there, and hooked me up with like 25$ worth of free food yay, love him. Amber, the manager, pulled me aside and asked, real sincere like, are you okay?? Yeah I'm ok, (really are you asking me this like you care) amber is a bitch. but i think she was being genuine. she asked when I could come back and that she hadn't taken me off the schedule, she just hadn't scheduled me, so when should she start putting me back on. I said like how about in 2 weeks, things are still ya know... getting there. Sure, just call and i'll be back on the schedule. That is good, unless I"m hostessing, then I'll be like fuck ya'll i'm outta here. But I think that was really understanding of them, and I thanked her for doing this for me. Sure no prob she said, glad I was doing okay. Well at least I don't have to worry about themoney running out and then worrying about another job. This summer I think things will pick up a lot and I'll make good money.

Jess and I got into another argument yesterday, she is just getting on my nerves so much now that i"m home all the time. Yeah i make stupid mistakes and that is dumb, but she is so anal about all the other shit too that is like, you do the same shit, so I don't wanna hear you bitch at me that all the lights are on... You girls do that all the time. I'm only half guilty. She points out everything and says she feels like my mother rah rah rah, i'm like thats cuzyou wanna feel like the mother, you take it upon yourself, and you do the same shit we do, we just don't get on your case about it all the time. Only if it is a real problem do i ever say anything or if I"m trying to make a point that I'm not the only one that fucks up around here, will I ever say anything. She apologized later like she always does, and I apologized for leaving the lights on and the door unlocked for like 3 hours yesterday. oops.

dana, the girl who is staying with jessica right now is leaving next month, so i'll have to go bak to paying the extra 100 i was paying for rent before she got here, but its okay because I will be working again by then. It was a nice little vacation, and I liked having Dana around, but its not easy living 3 girls all together. There are bound to be problems. And jessica being soo overly anal, and dana being sooo overly messy and lazy makes some problems. Jess said last night, you are so different now. You changed a lot. since the incident. (yeah crazy huh, rape can really change someone, go fucking figure. ) thats exactly what i told her too. you gotta be more specific jess, how am i different and how do you want me to change? i'm sure i'll be better someday, but right now thats how i am, its how i'm coping, and you're just gonna have to understand that.

I am taking a summer class, and I need to sign up before it's too late! I need to sign up for a fall class too. I'm not sure what to take, but something with a lab because its better to get those outta the way when I'm only taking one class and can focus completely on that. they say they're really hard. maybe intro to nutrition summer, bio 171 and lab in the fall and physiology and anatomy in the spring or vise versa. Thos are the hard ones people fail the most. eww.

i got a friday night class coming up in like an hour, i gotta do the dishes before jess comes home, clean the bunny, and pick up some food for our pot luck for this psych class. bettter get on that!!